The year is now two thousand & twenty-three. it has been awhile since I have written here. I like how secret a journal is. no eyes like an instagram. but it is also lonely, like a whisper to the wind or invisible friend.

I sit with myself today thinking of all the things that have happened since I last wrote. I was just finding my self again after a lot of change. and now, I think ‘gosh, how time flys’. and here we are stronger, growing, making art and doing some really joyful things with someone I love and who loves me back! life feels exciting and full of new ideas. a new era of becoming. trying on different hats, finding my power, knowing my weaknesses more clearly.

Finding new inspiration while also turning back to where I came from and reflecting on it. with a more critical eye, almost embarrassed but also with a smile. ‘somethings never change’….because they are pure, before the self thinks twice or knows how too. these things in my realm I have been looking upon with more wonder now. wondering if I will still be drawn to them next year. wondering what is inside that is pure and how to get there again just for myself. to take time to wonder and make magic*